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Sunday, May 27, 2007 Another week has passed by juz Lidat *snap fingers*
Posted a new song...固執 by 陳柏宇 couLdnt find the chn ver...its caLLed 堅強 for the chn ver been pretty addicted to it ever since i heard it frm 933 a few nights ago...he's a newcomer i tink... GSS has kicked off a few days ago...mayb i shouLd do some shopping Later...LoLz...but i'LL watch my pockets...hopefuLLy Ok...updates... Hmm...1st purchase of the week... a Bossini umbreLLa...hahaz... its actuaLLy a popeye umbreLLa for 23SGD...but i got it at a steaL at haLf price during the saLe preview for VIP...hahaz...the benefits of working in a retaiL environment... Not dat i needed an umbreLLa urgentLy (although the oLd one is pretty discoLoured aLready)...juz tot since it is on offer...y not?..:P shocking event of the week 1... UNSW scheduLed to puLL out from Sg...that's kinda sad...since i was considering of studying there...oh weLL...its beta dis way i guess...i dun hav to fan nao bout the tuition fees of studying there... one of my fren's nick was...serve them rite for being so choosy...LoLz... shocking event of the week 2... u wouLdnt beLieve dis but i saw Mr xxx yesterday...LoLz...my first instinct?...turned away immediateLy...noe...y wouLd i wana do dat?...i'm not sure... I saw him at my house area sommore...wondering wat's he doing here... I guess he's stiLL staying in Hougang...since i saw him boarded bus no. 112...LoLz... I'm wondering if i did the correct tink...or shouLd i have went up to him n hav a LiL chat?...it was a moment of a Lifetime afteraLL...LoLz... Aniway...its over...no pt brooding about it... I'm reaLLy hav been pondering bout my actions...y haven i got the courage to face him?...难道 i stiLL haven reaLLy Let go ma?...running away from probs again?...i duno... or mayb i juz dun wan to create ani awkward moments... SuddenLy i'm reminded of dis song wen i pondering...LoLz...its a nice song...check it out.... KeLLy CLarkson - Because of You I wiLL not make the same mistakes that you did I wiLL not Let myseLf Cause my heart so much misery I wiLL not break the way you did, You feLL so hard I've Learned the hard way To never Let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewaLk Because of you I Learned to pLay on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not onLy me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I Lose my way And it's not too Long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smiLe, a Laugh everyday of my Life My heart can't possibLy break When it wasn't even whoLe to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewaLk Because of you I Learned to pLay on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not onLy me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your sLeep I was so young You should have known better than to Lean on me You never thought of anyone eLse You just saw your pain And now I cry in the middLe of the night For the same damn thing Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewaLk Because of you I Learned to pLay on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I try my hardest just to forget everything Because of you I don't know how to Let anyone eLse in Because of you I'm ashamed of my Life because it's empty Because of you I am afraid Because of you Because of you The video's nt much of wat i'm trying to say...more of the lyrics...hahaz... Frenship is a reaLLy hard think to maintain/have/get it going...wen u reached aduLthood...its even harder den working...working is juz...do do do without thinking sometimes.... not for frenship...frenship is bout connecting/taLking/mending/expanding/expLoring/Learning...gosh..there's juz so many things bout frenship...its goes the same for reLationships... i shaLL not bLabber on bout dis topic animore...if nt my bLog wiLL become v bored wif every entry taLking bout frenship..hahaz... Rite now waiting for some furnitures to arrive to my house...its a set of chairs dat my aunt does nt want anymore...she's giving it to us as our's is kinda cannot make it...LoLz....heard dat her's has got some historicaL value and is worth Like thousands?...aLL hearsay onLi...wonder if its true...LoLz.... The reason chairs given to us is dat they r moving house...hahaz.. oh...i juz remembered...my LCD TV is miracuLously "heaLed"...hahaz...it broke down a few days ago (Screen juz went bLank) but the next day was aLive again...LG products...reaLLy needs to think thrice b4 buying Le...LoLz... My father's sick...he has been coughing non-stop Last nite...it woke mi up @ 4am and i wasnt reaaLLy abLe to sLeep after dat...kinda worries mi... He went to c doc in the morning n the doc says he's caught a coLd... Dis dad of mine...sometimes reaLLy makes mi so angry @ him...he's been smoking a Lot LateLy and it is not aiding in his recovery to his Last...ermm... I feeL dat i haven been a reaLLy gd son...i duno...i juz feeL dat sometimes i'm not doing enough...i couLd hav do more...but i didn't...Laziness perhaps... He Loves watching documentaries...n he Loves bringing our famiLy to the zoo and macritchie reservoir wen my sis n i were young...kinda miss the days...though we wouLd hav LiL squabbLes during our trip...it has aLways been fun... to the zoo....i tink its because my father Loves animaLs...hence i'm gonna bring him to the zoo dis father's day...:) to macritchie reservoir....i tink its because it used to be my parents dating hangouts?...LoLz...tink they took their wedding photos there aLso...no pics to show but i tink i ever heard them mentioning b4... Suddenly reminded of the song WouLd you be there...LoLz...its a nice song which touches my heart... I strongly beLieve that even if your frens wouLd not be there for you aLways..at Least your famiLy members wouLd be there... even if your frens were to lose touch/break frenships wif you one day...at Least your famiLy members wouLd stiLL be there... At the end of the day...it is stiLL yer famiLy that matters most...frenz might come and go...but fammiLy members wiLL aLways be there supporting you tiLL the day they go...(ok mayb in some famiLies...they dun...LoLz)...sometimes they mite even protect and blessed you in another dimension...I do beLieve in after Life afteraLL... I'm reaLLy gratefuL aLL dis yrs for having such nice famiLy members...so aLL of you should cherish your famiLy members too....spend more time wif them whiLe they stiLL have the time...be nice to them at Least once in a whiLe...Life's short afteraLL...you wouLdn't want to regret Later...Live Life with not much regrets...dats something i'm trying to achieve...its tough though...But i'm trying... Signing off with a best-of-the-charmed-moments video...its touching..:~(...enjoy Casanova's Tears, 1500 Hours Squall Leonheart... |
