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Final Fantasy-
Why do people depend on each other?
In the end you're on your own
I'm fine by myself now
I have all the skills I need to survive
I'm not a child anymore ..
That's a lie
I don't know anything
I'm confused
I don't want to depend on anyone
How can i do that ?
Someone tell me .. Someone?
So i'll end up depending on other after all .
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Sunday, July 22, 2007

Hi aLL...

U muz be wundering...y am i bLogging on such a morning...LoLz...

ActuaLLy i wanted to deLete my prev. entry...but i reaLized dat both Liang Dianz hav read aLready...so...oh weLL...

To Ceb...I'm not sure y u wana cLose down yer bLog...but i reaLLie do wish dat u wiLL continue...bcuz i aLways enjoyed reading every singLe entry...i hav aLways feeL enLightened in a way or another after each entry...so keep continuing ok?...:)

Hmm...i have been thinking...and i finaLLy reaLized dat the probLem do Lies with me...

Perhaps...i've not been a very good fren afteraLL...
Perhaps...i do not know everyone weLL enough at aLL...

I aLso yearn for a simpLe frenship Life...y do we aLways have to compLicate things?...is this the way of things?...

Jie...i wana reassure you dat no matter wat happens...you'll still b my best of best frenz...nothings gonna change dat...
perhaps you hav think like wise...
perhaps...my actions hav aLways seemed couLn't care Less...
perhaps my words hav sometimes been hurting...

You shouldn't keep dweLLing on the past and see the mistakes that we...or esp i have made...bcuz...i do beLieve that they are aLready the past and wouLdn't constitutes to now...

Like they say...nian shao wu zhi...LoLz...

With regards to ytd's thing...it doesnt bother mi so much animore...
in fact...i've been thinking dat i'm behaving Like some chiLdish brat...it is indeed a dinner and outing onLi...y do i hav to Let it bother mi so much...(but the fact that it reaLLie bothered mi ytd shows that i reaLLie treasure dis frenship)...

I reaLLie hope to make things rite again...sometimes i juz duno hoe to go about doing it...

sometimes i juz forgot about doing it...

i reaLLie duno wat's wrong wif mi...this is one of the things that i wana do...but i juz didnt action on...

i guess i'm juz nt firm enuff wif wat i wan in Life?...

Jie...i'm nt bothered wif ytd's animore...in fact...i'm feeLing good today aLready...
i understand dat u hav yer own things as weLL...
i understand dat u hav STM (read short term memory) as weLL...(not to mention dat u forgot bout my b day dis yr...:P)
i understand dat u r not obLiged to teLL mi everything as weLL...
i understand dat u wana do some sister bonding wif Ceb as weLL...(heLL, u dun tink i was going to sister bond wif u guys...LoLz...)

I'm trying to be more understanding and c things frm everyone's pt of view...

it's nt easy bcuz i am not you or he or she...i am juz myseLf...
but from dis entry...u can at Least sense dat i'm trying...

Let's do some expLaining rite noe...
Ytd's...i do wana join u guys so much...its juz dat...i've kinda Lost the mood aLready...i dun wan u aLL waiting for mi too coz i wasn't at aLL prepared (you guys noe hoe Long i wouLd take juz to get ready...:P...i shant go into further detaiLs about dat)...
Aniway...dis issue's nt so much of a big prob i guess...

What's reaLLie been bothering you and mi is actuaLLy the chomp's incident i guess...
I guess you juz wouLdn't beLieve dat i didn't bad-mouthed you...sigh...
i've toLd you the main reason aLready but i guess u juz dun buy it....

Some things...no amt of expLanation wouLd heLp...once a stereotyped sort of tot in impLanted in the mind...its juz wun go away...the haLo effect...hahaz..

Oh weLL...enuff for now...Signing off...


Good Enough (Piano SoLo) - Sarah McLachLan

Hey your gLass is empty
It's a heLL of a Long way home
Why don't you Let me take you
It's no good to go aLone
I never wouLd have opened up
But you seemed so real to me
And after aLL the buLLshit I've heard
It's refreshing not to see
That I don't have to pretend
She doesn't expect it from me

So, don't teLL me I haven't been good to you
Don't teLL me I have never been there for you
Just don't teLL me why
Nothing is good enough

Hey Little girl wouLd you Like some candy
Your momma said that it's OK
The door is open come on outside
No I can't come out today
It's not the wind that cracked your shouLder
And threw you to the ground
Who's there that makes you so afraid
You're shaken to the bone
Ya know I don't understand
You deserve so much more than this

So don't teLL me why
He's never been good to you
Don't teLL me why
He's never been there for you
Don't you know that why
Is simpLy not good enough

So just Let me try
And I wiLL be good to you
Just Let me try
And I wiLL be there for you
I'LL show you why
you're so much more than good enough

So just Let me try
And I wiLL be good to you
Just Let me try
And I wiLL be there for you
I'LL show you why
you're so much more than good enough



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