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Final Fantasy-
Why do people depend on each other?
In the end you're on your own
I'm fine by myself now
I have all the skills I need to survive
I'm not a child anymore ..
That's a lie
I don't know anything
I'm confused
I don't want to depend on anyone
How can i do that ?
Someone tell me .. Someone?
So i'll end up depending on other after all .
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Monday, June 25, 2007

朋友出去走走 - 2moro

满天的晚霞烧得正艳红
它好像急着要我去把握
犹豫它住在我的心中
怎能随便找个人诉说
至于头发谁留得比较长
是不是就能分担生命的重量
我打开每一扇窗
让它可以捎来你的回答

朋友请你不要笑我
忧伤的事太多我想出去走走
那许多有情人是不是一种传说
为何我还在这里守住寂寞
朋友请你不要笑我
感动的事太多我想出去走走
找一个星期天我就要骑着单车
带我的吉他和你一起遨游

青春的血液本来就很浓
想要把万事万物都看透
荣誉它住在我的心中
不能遇上挫折就往后
至于未来它究竟有多长
梦想的旗帜究竟飘扬在何方
忘不掉旧日生活无心犯下的错
我又怎能潇洒无悔的战斗


Hey guys...its the time of the week again...
somehoe...i stiLL haven gotten used to the routine of bLogging...hahaz..
i guess i'm juz pLain Lazy...gahahaha

I've juz cut my hair today....kinda nt used to the Look but i guess it'LL b over soon...LoLz...

I did a Lot of retaiL therapy dis week....LoLz...guiLty noe...hahaz...next week onwards muz save n scrimp Le...Trip coming up...

Aniway...been pretty unhappy dis week...1st...there's work...
i've been pretty Late for work....for 2 days in a week...now that's very bad...
its been bugging mi...my dept practises a try-not-to-be-Late-otherwise-u-wiLL-b-watched-by-the-manager habit....
so its pretty inevitabLe to nt feeL bug by this....

Aniway...i've made up my mind to nt b Late for the whole of this coming week...we'LL c bout dat...LoLz...

The Buyers wiLL b going on buy trip dis week...wooohooo...which means...wiLL b quite free...hahaz...mi and the other femaLe buying asst hav been discussing on interesting places for Lunch dis week....

Some highLights incLude...hmm...to PS...and mayb outram park de hawker...some places which we hav nv been to for Lunch b4...rather excited...:Pp

I find dat...hmm...actuaLLy i can cLick wif her the most in my dept...even though i knew her Like 3 mths onli as compared to the rest haLf a yr....ahahaz...mayb coz of age ba...she's onli 1 yr younger...very hippy type Like mi...LoLz...

I noe wat u r thinking noe...LoLz...she's married wif a boy Le Loz...Young parent...hahaz...so dun come asking mi gt chance or nt....:Pp

Hmm...she's in a diLemma of whether to get confirmed or nt...she wans to stay but the dist is too much for her i guess...but in the end she stiLL stays...hahaz...but i tink nt for Long though...we've been hiding in the sampLe to discuss pLans n secrets...hahaz...kinda fun working wif her...

Dis is gonna b a bz week ahead....visiting West MaLL atrium on mon or tues...to pLace order for cake....book tabLe...Dinner on wed....gosh...hahaz...aLL at once...

which brings mi to the 2nd vexing prob...

The organising...
Its reaLLie super annoying wen u wana get things done n people juz dun cooperate...Now i noe y Ceb is so pissed off Le...these goddamn people juz refuses to repLy no matter hoe many times u sms them...

Those who took the time to repLy my smses...thank you....
n to those who dun...i'm nt sure wat to say bout u...i seriousLy dun beLieve dat u can miss so many smses dat i've sent out....
n i seriousLy dun beLieve dat you r so busy untiL u do not have the time to repLy to my smses....
goes to show how much u care bout dis frenship....much Less bout mi...

Tsktsk....

Aniway...i dun tink i wiLL b organising ani big gatherings in the near future since its nt appreciated....
No hard feeLings but i juz dun wana waste time n energy into doing something so fruitLess....

But i'm stiLL Looking forward to dis wed's gathering...:)

Hmmm....something pretty...hmm...Let's juz say nt pLeasant happen on 24 Jun night, sat....hahaz...i rather nt tok bout it...but it keeps bugging mi too...juz hope it'LL go away....sigh....

Someone toLd mi over the weekend to be very firm of what i want...to be very cLear headed n decisive....
Was toLd i'm overLy sensitive n i think too much...n it can b very off putting sometimes...

it was illustrated wif driving...
I cant put too much pressure on it...if nt it wiLL nt move at aLL...
I have to sit in the car and let it move 1st b4 deciding....
if it moves in the right direction...den i can stay on...
if it goes in the direction dat i do not want...den prob i shouLd get off...

the last of what i can remember was that it is hard to LabeL something from the very beginning...
the was a coupLe more...but my short term memory faiLs mi yet again...:Pp

I've sorta enLightened a LiL...Tks for aLL the advice...:)

Though enLightened a LiL...i stiLL aint sure wat i wan...
i aLways tot...that...i've actuaLLy become more firm over the yrs...but i guess...wen things happen n i hav to make a choice/decision...i juz wasnt prepared...

Is this the direction i wan? m i Leading the kind of Life dat i wan to right now? where shouLd i go frm here? wiLL i make the wrong decisions? wiLL i regret?

So many questions...so Little ans...

i used to think dat if i ponder Long enuff over a question for a Long time...i wiLL get the ans eventuaLLy...but i reaLized...dis actuaLLy isnt the case...its nt Like solving a maths equation where u wiLL get a fixed ans....

Some questions...u can ponder for yrs n u stiLL wiLL not get an ans...there's no rite or wrong to it...its juz a matter of hoe it is Looked at....

Rite now...i'm feeLing very tired...jaded...pessimistic...i wan a hug! i wan a shouLder to Lean....
How couLd dis happen to mi???!!!...LoLz...
Stress....
Emotions...a very stange thing...can Lift yer spirits up to the sky...den can make you feeL sink damn Low...
Hahaz...the wonders of Life...

Hugs r wonders of life too...a warm n nice hug can reaLLLie make a down person up again...it can make you feeL Loved too...or at Least...those are my views...hahaz...

Hmm...used to think that sLeeping is a waste of time...but rite now...i tink i couLd reaLLie do wif some sLeep...escape from the reaLity n enter my own worLd...LoLz...ok...gotta go find my aLice Le...Tks for reading...:)

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