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Final Fantasy-
Why do people depend on each other?
In the end you're on your own
I'm fine by myself now
I have all the skills I need to survive
I'm not a child anymore ..
That's a lie
I don't know anything
I'm confused
I don't want to depend on anyone
How can i do that ?
Someone tell me .. Someone?
So i'll end up depending on other after all .
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Friday, August 24, 2007

Hi aLL...

I've Loved dis song aLL aLong...its one of the sound tracks from phantom of the opera~

I'm working from home for today!...Yay!...LoLz...

The reason?...I've suffered 2nd deg burn on my Left thighs with bListers (I know i shLd hav bLogged dis days ago!) and i cant do physicaL activities...

You see...My company's having a company event ytd noon and whoLe of today at m'sia Desaru...physicaL activities...hence i am sorta excused...and since no one wouLd b in the office...thus...work from home...

i've wanted so much to actuaLLy avoid dis event but ironicaLLy...i feeL kinda sad to be Left out now...hahaz...siLLy mi...

Aniway...Let mi teLL u more bout the stupid freak incident which happened on tuesday...22nd Aug...

I was having Lunch @ Anchorpoint's Food MaLL...ordered Yong Tau Foo (when my heart is actuaLLy @ the very deLicious Bak Chor Mee) as most of my coLLeagues were having dat....(peer infLuence anione?)

so...i was the Last to arrive at the tabLes and had to share wif 2 other colleagues a smaLL square table...

i was sorta pressing down the tabLe (not very hard though) wen i was bout to sit down and the tabLe sorta gave way....

The whoLe bowL of steaming soup was on my Laps in seconds...and u noe the funni tink is dat the 1st tot dat came to my mind was not pain Lehz...it was embarrassment!!

Hahaz...it was onLi wen the pain came dat i ran to the toiLet to take off the pants!...Lucky i was wearing jeans...if nt the burn couLd hav been worse....

Then there was dis very nice guy @ the next tabLe who came to my help faster den my coLLeagues and rushed mi to the toiLet...it was onLi in the toiLet dat i knew he was a doc and trying to heLp!...

He was being so nice and aLL but i actuaLLy ignored him aLL the way..hahaz...cannot think wen i'm in pain...LoLz...feeL apoLogetic towards dat doc...

weLL...my coLLeagues went to get mi a pair of very ah cek shorts and den we were off to a nearby cLinic....the rest i tink is history....hahaz...

I attributed this incident to three things...
1. The very unstabLe tabLe with missing Leg paddings @ one of the Legs already...
2. The bowL which was used to contain the yong tau foo (it is the kind which has a very narrow bottom and a very wide top and is very taLL de)
3. My cLumsiness!!!...hahaz

oh...i was diagnosed wif a second degree burn these are the sustained injuries...

*cLick on the Links to view*

The injury
http://i165.photobucket.com/albums/u76/paradox_child/Image038.jpg


The bLister
http://i165.photobucket.com/albums/u76/paradox_child/Image039.jpg



ApoLogies for the bLur pictures as it was courtesy of my 2MP onLy camera hp...

I'm currentLy nursing two bListers right now though....

weLL...despite the injuries...i stiLL managed to attend Aunty SY's b day celebration on the same day...she is SY ma...of coz hav to go...LoLz...

weLL...we had a Lot of fun as usuaL...a Lot of photo-takings with us trying to match up SH and KL as usuaL...it was a simpLe ceLebration over a ma La steamboat @ chong qing's (it wasnt very hot at aLL in spite of us ordering medium hotness for the soup base)...the food's good and the pricing is ok...stiLL kinda worth Loz...bout 14 per pax incLuding drink...

wiLL upLoad some pics wen SY send us the pics (dat is if i'm nt too Lazie to do so :P)...

going out wif XH and SY is aLways fun...it is a diff kind of fun wen going out with YL and CB...

wif XH and SY...it is a Luff-tiLL-u-drop kinda fun bcuz XH is aLways infectious wif her Madwoman Luffter and SY her funny antics...hahaz...

wif YL and CB...it is a famiLiar-oLd-fren kinda fun with aLways a Lot of new jokes revoLving ard and abt us...hahaz...

Both grps r 2 different kinda fun and can nv b compared...I juz Love the companions of both!

Its been my pLeasure having u guys ard!...nv faiLs to brighten m day...nt sure hoe u guys feeL though...

Managed to dig dis up...hahaz...do watch them and Luff at the siLLiness...LoLz...

Tai-tai party Part 1


Tai-tai party Part 2


aLrite...Luff aLL u wan...hahaz...coz i'm Luffing now!...

K..back to work now i guess...i'm supposed to be "working frm home" afteraLL...hahaz


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*11:04 AM .

Saturday, August 18, 2007

Hi aLL...

Juz caught Jay's Latest movie, 不能說的秘密, and i am reaLLie touched...Loved it to bits!

i guess behind every secret Lies a very beautifuL story and behind this secret Lies a very Romantic, Touching and Heart-warming fairy taLe...

and i am so awe-strucked and impressed by Jay's Piano TaLents!

I especiaLLy Like the part where 湘伦&小雨四手联弹片段



and also the part where 宇豪&湘伦斗琴片段




Managed to dig this up!...Hahaz...i've watched it a coupLe of times aLready and it stiLL touches my heart...hope it is the same for you too...:)

To Ceb and Jie...here's to you for missing out on the 1st few mins...Enjoy!

The Movie is breakdown to 4 parts! But i stiLL prefer the actuaL cinema feeL coz the sound of the piano are pLayed with more cLarity...:)

不能說的秘密 - The Movie




and i Love this short version traiLer a Lot! The music and scenes used to produce this traiLer are just right and perfect!

不能說的秘密 - The TraiLer




aLL Courtesy of the taLented Mr Jay Chou...:)

*wonders if i'LL have dis kinda fairytaLe drama secret happening to mi too*


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Squall Leonheart...

*12:36 AM .

Monday, August 13, 2007

Spice GirLs - Goodbye

No no no no...
No no no no...

Listen Little chiLd
There will come a day
When you wiLL be abLe, abLe to say
Never mind the pain, aLL the aggravation
You know there's a better way
For you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
FLy Like an angeL heaven sent to me

Goodbye my friend...
(I know you're gone, you said you're gone but I can stiLL feeL you here)

It's not the end...
(You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)

So gLad we made it, time wiLL never change it
No no no no...

Just a LittLe girl, big imagination
Never Letting no one take it away
Went into the worLd, what a reveLation
She found there's a better way for you and me to be

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain Love's gonna be there for you
You'LL always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend...
(I know you're gone, you said you're gone but I can stiLL feeL you here)

It's not the end...
(You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)

So gLad we made it, time wiLL never change it
No no no no... (You know it's time to say goodbye)
No no no no...

The times when we wouLd play about
The way we used to scream and shout
We never dreamed you'd go your own sweet way

Look for the rainbow in every storm
Find out for certain Love's gonna be there for you
You'LL always be someone's baby

Goodbye my friend
(I know you're gone, you said you're gone but I can stiLL feeL you here)

It's not the end
(You gotta keep it strong before the pain turns into fear)

So gLad we made it, time wiLL never never ever change it

No no no no...
(You know it's time to say goodbye)
No no no no...
(And don't forget you can reLy)
No no no no
(You know it's time to say goodbye and don't forget on me you can rely)
No no no no
(I wiLL heLp, heLp you on your way)
No no no no
(I wiLL be with you every day)
No no no no...


I've read ceb's, jie's n mudder's bLog on their tots for Precious cLique and i tot i shLd express my tots too...

Goodbyes r aLways hard to say...I'm nt saying goodbye to any of my dear frenz in PC but rather PC itseLf...you she cai you de, you de bi you shi...

Its been a Long running 6/7 yrs since the formation of our PC gathering...
i stiLL remembered the 1st meet up...it was one of the X'mas...the very 1st X'mas since cai left our group...

the time i was teased @ for wearing two tees...LoLz...such fond memories...

i wiLL nv forget each moment and time we spent together...

Every birthday gatherings, every highness of our numerous KTV sessions, the late night suppers, the rides home, the jokes we giggLe about, the chatterbox sessions in msn, KL's No. 1 pai hang bang, the misunderstandings, the tai-tai party, everything!

it has reallie been an eventfuL relationship that we shared...

Judging from the way things r noe...i wouLd say it's pretty impossibLe to get back to the gd oLd times...

I guess there's a time for everything to take a move on and i tink the time has come for PC to do so...sad and disheartening but this r juz the way things r...

Who knows mayb in yrs to come...we mite miss one another's companion again and caLL up another meet up...Like i say...anything is aLways possibLe in Life...

But for now...this chapter of our Lives is cLosed...

I do hope that u guys wiLL cherish aLL the fun and memories dat we had Like i do...

coming to this far hadnt been easy...

Thru PC...i've come to reaLize a Lot of things...i hav been taught a Lot of things too...To everyone in PC who has taught me, touched me, made an impact on me in one way or another....i Like to say thank you...

Words can nv fuLLy describe one's feeLing...and dis is hoe i feeL rite now...

As i Looked out of my window now staring into the siLence of the night, caLmness and traquiLity is aLL that i feeL...no frustrations anymore...

As i cLoses dis chapter of my Life, i'm Looking back @ aLL the flash backs wif a warm smiLe on my face and dat fuzzy famiLiar feeLing in my heart....nothing sad and teary...

perhaps...i've reaLized dat some things r beta off if they actuaLLy end...wats impt is the process and the journey but not the outcome and destination...

Memories that wiLL stay in my heart tiLL the day i forgo my Last breath...

Like Ceb mentioned in her bLog....meet ups r not necessary...wats more impt is dat we wiLL aLways have a speciaL pLace in our hearts for everyone...dat aLone is comforting enough...:)


As we go on
We remember
aLL the times we had together
And as our Lives changed
From whatever
We wiLL stiLL be
Friends Forever


*Chapter cLosed and kept in that speciaL corner of my heart*


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P.S.: Ceb, i remembered dat poem bout the vanished fren, you had it typed on our cLass's teLephone List and i'LL read it everytime i reference that List...:)
Hope you'LL start a new bLog reaL soon...


Squall Leonheart...

*11:38 PM .

Monday, August 6, 2007

Hi aLL...

Time to sum up dis wk yet again...:)

Its been a pretty good week....super hectic wif 2 atriums coming up...but i guess its reaLLie gd to b bz...hahaz

FeeLing pretty good...hmm...bcuz...hahaz...something nice happen...bLeahz...try asking mi more times n i mite juz teLL u...hahaz...

aLso...HK is juz 3 days away from mi...Yippee!...hahaz...

Behaving Like a kid....

which brings mi to an incident i encountered today...

I was at the bank today (NeedLess to say...onLi 1 bank is opened on Sun)...wanted to deposit cash and changed my passbook...so i was sitting at a corner waiting 4 my new passbook to b ready....

Next to mi...there was dis family wif a child...bout 4 yrs old...she's pLaying wif a baLLoon courtesy of the bank...

Then suddenLy dat baLLoon expLoded...but the LiL ger juz smiLed embarassLy(is there such a word?...HeLL! i dun tink so...hahaz)
The funni tink is dat...a LiL boy (bout the same age too) at the counter was scared out of his wits and started crying...(everyone was Like started smiLing)

Then he started compLaining to his dad dat he's scared out of his wits, he's scared, etc (he reaLLie did said dat...i'm pretty amazed by his command of english...it was pretty cLear even though he was sorta slurring in his waiLings)

Then the most funni tink happen...the ambassador over there offered this LiL boy a LoLLy Candy...then he put up his hand (Like a stop hand signal) defensiveLy said:" NO!...i dun wan anything from you!"

Hahaz...den everyone in the bank was Like Luffing (myseLf included) by now....was reaLLie a candid moment....stiLL brings a smiLe to my face noe....aww...

Ahhhh!....The innocence of a chiLd...nothing can ever beat dat....hahazz

OK!...back to my Life!...hahaz...some updates dis month....

Bossini ESS saLe...hahaz...(though i tink no 1 wiLL b interested...but gd to noe Lahz)...tink the start date is 21st aug...

Some insiders tips: Look out for Bossini's FaLL/WinTer CoLLecTion 2007....some Ladies grey skinny and slim fit jeans wiLL b featured....(cutting wise...you'LL hav to judge for yerseLf...:P)

pLus some vests (read jiu shen yi...:P)...esp the satin one...pretty cooL...Limited stocks though...so Look out for dat too...

and Bossini's undergoing rebranding soon too...gonna target the younger aundience...wunder if it'LL work...LoLz...

Ok...back to mi...another trip coming up in Aug too...company's bonding event @ Desaru....pretty Lame...waste resource waste time...hahaz...

oh weLL...since its been paid for...mite as weLL...hahaz...

Hmm...i haven packed my Lugguage for the HK trip and here i am bLogging...i reaLLie deserve a nag...i juz so Lazy n sLow!!...:P

YuLi Jie was teLLing mi dat we'LL be spending haLf a day in a shop in HK coz i'LL b so sLow and choosy aand difficuLt as a cust...hahaz...i hav to agree...earning my money is nt easy...i beLieve in making every cent worthwhiLe...afteraLL...money aint easy to come by...or so i've Learnt...

aLrite...not gonna get aLL emo wif dis entry (for once!...haa!)...signing of coz my eyes r Like haLf cLose aLready...:P

My current favourite song of the moment....

阿沁 - 其实还爱你

我讨厌 阴天的风 冷得那么刺痛
只有你 能够抚平所有的寂寞
昨天的风筝在角落
被谁丢到了路口
我很不想让你 找到离开的理由

每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你

每一夜 闭上眼睛 我看到了恶梦
你微笑 但是旁边的人不是我
天空切开一道裂缝
直接割到我心中
不想装作脆弱 也不想爱得懦弱

只是我非常爱你 不想失去你
难道我没有权利 说我不愿意 HO-OH
你给了他的吻 虽然只有余温
可知道我多渴望抓住 你的心

我知道他很爱你 你怕他伤心
我每天假装开心 害怕你离去
可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句 其实还爱你

可不可以任性 求求你不要去
藏在我心里 最后一句
其实还爱你


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*12:25 AM .