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Final Fantasy-
Why do people depend on each other?
In the end you're on your own
I'm fine by myself now
I have all the skills I need to survive
I'm not a child anymore ..
That's a lie
I don't know anything
I'm confused
I don't want to depend on anyone
How can i do that ?
Someone tell me .. Someone?
So i'll end up depending on other after all .
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My personaLity ResuLt - My personality type: the sensitive doer

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Saturday, October 27, 2007

周杰倫 - 彩虹

有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正在服下的毒药

看不见你的笑 要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕
没有理由我也能自己逃

你要离开 我知道更简单
你说依赖 是我们的阻碍
就算放开 那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白

RAP
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药

My favourite song at the moment..the lyrics are nt full..so bear wif it..:)

there are a few nice songs which i aLso Like recentLy..
1. 梁静茹 - 崇拜
2. 阿杜 - 差一点
3. 徐若瑄 - 亲爱的 (I know this song is quite oLd Le..but i've been Listening to it a Lot recentLy)

Yay!...i'm going to Jay Chou's concert come January!..heard dat the tickets r seLLing Like hots...so had beta grab some fast!...

the other concert i reaLLie feeL Like going to is Fish Leong's...

Hav aLways been an avid fan of hers...weLL...i cant b going to 2 concerts in such a short time...i'LL go broke!..so i'LL juz hav to choose my Jay...hahaz

I guess dats the onLi positive news dat happened to mi in the few weeks...otherwise..its aLL pretty bad..some updates since its been sometime...

1. My father got into a car accident Last week...or was it dis week?..

This is pretty big news to mi...considering my father's condition...but he said he wasn't reaLLie hurt...juz knocked his chin on the steering wheeL...

I was reaLLie worried for him...the way he reLated the accident..it sounded Like a serious one..but no one was seriousLy injured..he toLd mi his company's car flew to the centre portion, the part where they grew bushes between two opposite direction flowing traffic (sounnds serious aint it?)

I've toLd him to stop working aLready but he juz wun Listen...oLd peopLe...wat to do..going to tuas, bukit panjang to work isnt reaLLie wat i tot wouLd b gd for him..dat day by the time he came back...it was aLready 11 plus and he hadnt had dinner (had to settle the car prob, take down statement, etc)..gosh...

wat to do...gd advice aLways faLL on deaf ears..:(

aniway...enuff of dat aLready...

2. There's a Lot of office poLitics going on in the company these days...and i reaLLie mean a Lot...hahaz..

Depts gossiping bout depts, colleagues gossiping bout own dept colleagues, Dept gossiping bout GMs..LoLz...

there's juz so much of them...

heard dat my manager had been going for interviews...possibLy found one aLready mayb?..weLL..she had to...caused we aLL tink the GM has taken a disLike for her aLeady...both of them too strong opinionated...kinda hard to work together..

some of the buyers are activeLy seeking empLoyment too..hahaz..i guess the workLoad reaLLie doesnt justify the pay...too much manuaL stuffs to do...pLus...the GM aint appreciative...

weLL...mi?...i did hint my buyer dat i hav intentions of Leaving too..but she asked mi to stay on coz i hav the chance of a promotion if ani of the buyers Leave...

part of mi is happy but another is wundering...

i do Like working in a fashion industry...but the current workLoad aint dat interesting...

i hav been thinking too...wat do i wana achive 5 or 10 yrs down the road...do i still c myself in the fashion industry?..r the prospects good enuff generally across fashion industry and specificaLLy in buying...

i'm reaLLie nt sure now...

or shLd i pursue a deg in Tourism and head towards the IR environment...the prospects seemed so much beta and i reaLLie had the excitement to b part of it...

or shLd i even Look at the banking industry?...one dat i tink i wiLL fair equaLLy weLL too..investment banking perhaps...it has gt big money and prospects too...but uLtimateLy..i tink job satisfaction matters more to mi...

but the deg in Tourism is kinda exp now...for a piece of paper...i Hav to fork out 22K plus 16 months worth of torturous studies...

as for now...i've decided to stay on to my job tiLL i get my next AWS before deciding the next move..(tink is in march mayb?)..shLd i nt get promoted by den...i wiLL sureLy Leave..hahaz..such is the reaLity of work Life...

I admired Ceb...she aLways knows wat she wans in Life..she sets direction for myseLf and she reaLLie carries them out...say..she wana do a deg in her passion and she reaLLie carried it out..

and i'm stiLL thinking now...heck!

its reaLLie nt easy to make big decisions in Life...one wrong choice and u mite regret...

I did think of venturing into biz with frenz...i'm sure it wiLL definiteLy b fun and experientiaL..but the tot of Losing frenship over some biz matters puts mi into consideration mode too...its reaLLie nt worth to faLL out due to biz reLated matters...

sometimes i juz think too much...so much so dat it puts peopLe off...
i'm juz too defensive at times...i'm nt sure y...it has juz become part of my personaLity...

which reminds mi of a story...i heard dis frm radio a few days ago...dis one is by Chong Qing...his stories r aLways inspiring Like Mary Bukoh ones...

"There was dis singLe woman who moved into an apartment. Her neighbours happened to b a widow and a chiLd, a very poor famiLy. One day, it so happen dat there was a bLackout. The singLe woman immediateLy Lit a candLe and right after dat, there was a kock on the door. She opened the door and there it was, the poor child next door. He asked the singLe woman if she had ani candLes. The singLe woman, thinking dat they were so poor dat they cant even afford candLes and afraid dat her neighbours wiLL come to depend on her a Lot if she were to giv them one now, toLd the poor kid a "NO" in a very coLd tone.

That's wen the chiLd said:" My mother and I knew that since u r Living aLone, you probabLy wun hav ani. So i brought 2 candLes for you!"

At dat point, the singLe woman is full of remorse and she immediateLy hugged the chiLd with teary eyes."

Chong Qing's moral of the story is dat one shLdnt b afraid to apoLogise and admit mistakes wen they reaLized dat they r in the wrong.

I had another moraL though...hahaz..its doesnt matter whether u r rich, ugly, pretty poor, etc...as Long as u hav a nice personaLity and a heart of goLd...dats reaLLie the best gift u can ever hav...no pt u r weaLthy and famous but very scheming and eviL...wiLL nt get u anywhere and u wiLL nt hav ani frenz...

Thank goodnezz i stiLL hav a smaLL bunch of frenz who hav a heart of goLd..best i ever had as gifts in Life...:)

X'mas is coming...i wunder where i wiLL end up dis yr...every yr has aLways been a joyous one wif cLose frenzz...i can't reaLLie say so for this yr after wat happened Last yr...

IronicaLLy...X'mas has aLways been the most joyous festivaL season for mi...and then the most heart-wrenching ones aLso...

I have aLways Loved the X'mas...the gift-exchanging, the chats over dinner, the sumptuous meaL, and the occasionaL after dinner activities Like KTV...

Howver, it is aLways the mood during X'mas and the feeLings and bonding wif frenz dat gets mi happy...

Such Fond memories of X'mas...its aLrite..Cen Jing Yong You wouLd do for mi...

Does frenships aLways end right after X'mas?...if so...i rather X'mas nv ends...or a X'mas day everyday...i reaLLie wan the speciaL moments to Last!

aLL good things aLways come to an end though...and goodbyes r aLways the hardest to say..esp to a Loved one...one dat has been with you thru ups and downs...thru thick and thin...Luffter and sadness...

Come and go...but aLways a speciaL pLace in my heart....

This coming X'mas...I wish, i wish and i wish...mayb...just mayb...:)


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Sunday, October 14, 2007

Hi aLL...

its been quite sometime since i Last bLog..Lazy again!...hahaz..

its been an eventfuL week...and i can see another busy week ahead...

Monday is Report Day yet again...den hav to check on HG MaLL atrium dis week...Product Presentation on Fri...so need to get all the materials n ppt done..

so much to do!...den Buyers in HK dis week...am aLone again...hahaz...wunder if its gd or bad..:Pp

Aniway...i tink i gained pretty much weight dis week...

Friday i had Jap Food @ CentraL...cant remember the name of the restaurant but it serves food dat is simiLar to dat of the 1 @ Liang Court Basement (read Tampopo)

For Appetizers...we had wat Ceb baked for us...

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Den..came The ever-so-mouth-watering Soft SheLL Crab...

(No pics were avaiLabLe coz we were so hungry dat we gobbLed them down before i had ani chance to take pics...hahaz)

Our Main COurses were next...

This is wat i had...(nabe as usual coz i hav a preference for soupy stuffs..hahaz)

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Wat the rest had...

Hot Soba

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Curry Katsu Don

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Something Ginger Rice (Cant remember the name...hahaz...n we aLL decided dat dis was the nicest amongst aLL...Hmm...the fragrance of it)

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aLL Accompanied by the Famous Top Graded BLack Pig CutLet!

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Desserts were weLcomed with open arms!

Green Tea Waraki Mochi (it tasted nicer den it Looks..hahaz)

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Pear Sherbet (My Favourite..hahaz..)

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Something Avocado (My short term is reaLLie getting the better of mi...sigh)

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weLL...overaLL...i wouLd giv it 4 out of 5 stars (Zhi De!) hahaz

total biLL came up to about $1.....eh...i aint teLLing...hahaz..

den today...in view of my father's b day celebration...we went for yet another feast at Da Dong Restaurant (Again another gd rest @ chinatown...juz opp disgusting yum cha...hahaz)

my sis's bf was there again as usual and my mum was taLking to him again non-stop..hahaz..

weLL...i didnt take ani pics dis time...but food was good...we had shark's fin, peking duck...asparagus wif scaLLop...hahaz..

total bill again is a hundred pLus...but i tot it was pretty cheap already...considering wat we ate...LoLz...

Hmm..times reaLLie fLies...coz i'm going reservist next mth!...for 2 weeks somemore...sianz..19th Nov to 30th Nov...

i wunder wiLL it b a stay in or stay out...if sty in den u guys dun miss mi during dat period ok?...(LIke u aLL wiLL)...hahaz...

hmm...due to some unforeseen circumstances...i've decided to rename my bLog..hahaz..gone wif the JabJab name...muz rebranding a bit...hahaz..it shaLL b caLLed...hmm...actuaLLy haven tot of a name yet..

i wanted one dat wiLL suit my personaLity and dis bLog too...so tiLL den..i'LL stiLL b thinking..hahaz..anyone's welcomed to suggest one to mi...no prizes though..LoL..

Hmm...getting kinda tired aLready...hahaz...so i guess i wiLL end my entry...coz its a new and super busy week and 牛仔會很忙!!!


牛仔很忙

作曲:周杰伦 作词:黄俊郎

呜啦啦啦火车笛 随着奔腾的马蹄 小妹妹吹着口琴 夕阳下美了剪影
我用子弹写日记 介绍完了风景 接下来换介绍我自己

我虽然是个牛仔 在酒吧只点牛奶 为什么不喝啤酒 因为啤酒伤身体
很多人不长眼睛 嚣张都KAO武器 赤手空拳就缩成蚂蚁

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
你们一起上 我在赶时间 每天决斗观众都累了 英雄也累了
不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 副歌不长你们有几个 一起上好了
正义呼唤我 美女需要我 牛仔很忙的

我啦啦啦骑毛驴 因为马跨不上去 洗澡都洗泡泡浴 因为可以玩玩具
我有颗善良的心 都只穿假牛皮 喔跌倒时尽量不压草皮

枪口它没长眼睛 我曾经答应上帝 除非是万不得已 我尽量射橡皮筋
老板先来杯奶昔 要逃命前请你 顺便喂喂我那只小毛驴

不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 不用麻烦不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了
你们一起上 我在赶时间 每天决斗观众都累了 英雄也累了
不用麻烦了 不用麻烦了 副歌不长你们有几个 一起上好了
正义呼唤我 美女需要我 牛仔很忙的


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